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I don't know. I just feel this way right now.
Like I'm sitting outside my element. So far outside my element there's not a speck of it in sight.
I'm so scared all I can do is stare. Maybe if I pull off the broken doll look well enough, they'll pass me over and they'll forget its all my fault.
Dreams suck.
Emotional conflicts suck worse.
So between Kaigan's bad dreams and my emotional conflict. . . . . . art is born. I loathe it. But its perfect. It's exactly how I want it.
He's cute, he's charming, it's amazing what you can force yourself to do out of necessity. On the inside he's screaming. Don't doubt it.
And so am I.
Worst of all. . . the loneliness.
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Kaigan -aka- Repliku/Riku replica drawn here in the usual outfit that I made for him. Concept is so far mine now it doesn't even count as Riku.
Like I'm sitting outside my element. So far outside my element there's not a speck of it in sight.
I'm so scared all I can do is stare. Maybe if I pull off the broken doll look well enough, they'll pass me over and they'll forget its all my fault.
Dreams suck.
Emotional conflicts suck worse.
So between Kaigan's bad dreams and my emotional conflict. . . . . . art is born. I loathe it. But its perfect. It's exactly how I want it.
He's cute, he's charming, it's amazing what you can force yourself to do out of necessity. On the inside he's screaming. Don't doubt it.
And so am I.
Worst of all. . . the loneliness.
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Kaigan -aka- Repliku/Riku replica drawn here in the usual outfit that I made for him. Concept is so far mine now it doesn't even count as Riku.
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My nightmares usually turn into amazing art too... I dream like a gamer--all color with incredible backgrounds and "levels". Even the plot lines in my dreams are bizarre and exotic... HAUNTING... But I love them somehow... Even if I do wake up in the middle of the night panting and shaking and I don't know who I am or WHERE I am...
Loneliness is tragic... I hate being alone worst of ANYTHING. My girlfriend works night shifts, so when I have nightmares, I'm alone too... But she says I'm funny when I sleep because I twitch and "run" and giggle and make howling noises in my sleep.
Turning your nightmares into art is a great way to relieve the anxiety and they usually DO come out in amazing ways. This is a cute picture and I'm trying to see how he's screaming inside. I think I understand too... That's scary, but I've never truly felt that way.
Loneliness is tragic... I hate being alone worst of ANYTHING. My girlfriend works night shifts, so when I have nightmares, I'm alone too... But she says I'm funny when I sleep because I twitch and "run" and giggle and make howling noises in my sleep.
Turning your nightmares into art is a great way to relieve the anxiety and they usually DO come out in amazing ways. This is a cute picture and I'm trying to see how he's screaming inside. I think I understand too... That's scary, but I've never truly felt that way.
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